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Thursday, 18 June 2009

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    Lose All Time
    By You Say Party! We Say Die!
    Opportunity
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    Because I can!

    So I don't have anything specific to blog about... I'm mostly just bored. I'm happy the sun is giving us a break today and I am hoping for some refreshing showers! Right now I wish I had a man here with me. I'm doing it alone and it's hard. I feel like he's ignoring me. I wish he was here so we could cuddle side by side and I could just feel protected. I don't know but there is something in my that wants to be held and protected. I think it's normal. Right?
    Baby Knox is getting bigger and I can feel it! he shrugs more and kicks less. He isn't the most active baby and sometimes that worries me. But then I think that maybe he'll be a book worm like his mommy and we'll go to the beach and lay down, open our books and just read for hours! Gosh! I LOVE reading.
    I love writing too! I am working on 2 projects right now. One is a YA novel and the other a partly autobiographical work about my pregnancy and stuff!
    Other than that I have been feeling very VERY picky about food lately.
    Well this is probably my last blog of week 30! AH, how the time flies! I LOOOOOVE IT! I can't wait to see me gorgeous son! Damn, he is gonna have girlfriends! NOOOOOO! LOL jk jk! Anyways that's it!
    Were you entertained?

Sunday, 14 June 2009

Saturday, 06 June 2009

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    Wicked 2: Legacy & Spellbound
    By Nancy Holder, Debbie Viguié
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    I am feeling so much better now! Last Tuesday, my best friend (ever), who is also my hairstylist, colored and slightly cut my hair. I now have a 200$ haircut for only 20$! I am so happy! I felt like a princess yesterday! I may not have a baby daddy but I have the best BFF ever!
    Aside from having new hair, Baby Knox has been gaining strength! He kicks me so hard sometimes that I squeal! And that's a little embarrassing on the bus. Also I have 76 days to go as of today! I am so excited to meet my little man. And it's really starting to go by fast now! I am so happy about that!! Although I still have next to nothing for him yet... I am waiting until after my baby shower to really buy stuff. I am very low on money so that sucks!! He has started a routine of moving most when I am either waking up or falling asleep, or sitting down relaxing. He also got into the habit of kicking my bladder. Which feels amazingly weird! HAHA! But he mostly only kicks for his mommy! Whenever someone touches my belly, he cowers away and becomes VERY calm. What a Mommy's Boy!
    I am so done with pregnancy! Lately everything, not just my feet, has been swelling up. My hands, ankles, feet and even my face. I really do feel like a beach ball! :(
    Also my sexy dreams have been on a full out blast lately. I kinda like it because I am single so there.... LOL sorry if TMI for some.
    Speaking of dreams, I have been having a few where I am no longer pregnant but I have my baby with me. However he isn't really my baby. I don't understand why but I just KNOW he isn't mine.
    I have also kind of started writing     my book(s). One is a partly autobiographical piece about my pregnancy and the other is a Young Adult Novel. It's a lot of work and a lot of "really believing in yourself".
    I am also into this series called Wicked by Nancy Holder and Debbie Viguié. It's a great series but definitely for young adults 17 and older. The next book I have in line is Tantalize by     Cynthia Leitich Smith

Friday, 29 May 2009

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    The Quiet Hype
    By Jupiter Rising
    Flip My Switch
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    Feeling PREGNANT!

    So, I'm Huge! It's official. I shouldn't even be considered a human female but more like a small whale. I am craving sugar and candies constantly. I try not to give in but I really can't half the time. I had an emotional outburst a few days ago where I strongly considered adoption, for just a moment. I talked about it with my mother and I was astonished at how much she loves her grandchild already. I just felt ( and kinda still do...) like I am not good enough for my son. I can't wait to meet him, hold him, give him hugs and kisses. He is still such a mystery.

    Funny thing, he pretty much only kicks for me. If someone else has their hand on my belly he will not kick for the life of me! It makes me feel special!I think he is going to be a mommy's boy. And probably shy... Uh oh... Daycare is going to be hell! LOL

    So summer is practically here and I want to go to the beach soon. I will have to find something to wear. Well I should be getting money by the end of the week! WOOHOO!

    Also, I can feel my belly moving up higher and it's getting harder and harder to breathe...

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  • I am 20 years old, single and a mom to be in August 2009! I love Indie/Alternative/Industrial/electronic like music, I love movies (new and old) and ADORE Reading. I also have a passion for fashion and makeup! I am for gay rights, pro choice AND pro life and i live in my own world! I love cute, original, cartoons, colours, pastels and beautiful blue skies on a sunny day!

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